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Cigarettes and Lies have ruined lives of lesser girls

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1. I say obnoxiously a lot
2. I hate it when my friends yell at me
3. My favorite band is probably silvertide or fall out boy
4. I’m a lot smarter than your going to give me credit for
5. I smile almost all the time this doesn't make me happy
6. i am obcessed with my cat i dress him up and take pictures of him and made him vist santa claus at petsmart
7. i am OCD, Dyslexic , Bi-Polar , Clinically Depressed , ADHD
8. I have more scars than you know.
9. Most of them aren't on my skin.
10. I keep all of my anger bottled up, so I don't let people get to know the real me too easily.
11. I'm very trusting, once you get to know me.
12. I cry very often, even though other people don't know this.
13. I have very few friends, because the ones I used to have either moved away or stabbed me in the back.
14. People seem to enjoy stabbing me in the back.
15. My favourite color is pink at the moment
16. i wear about 47493 of those "annoying rubber braclets" i like them for some reason get over it
17. I am still afraid of the dark,
18. I glance over my shoulder a lot, hearing imaginary sounds.
19. i don't truely hate anyone ...i may claim i do at times but in all seriousness i don't
20. I think too much, making it difficult to fall asleep, even when I want to.
21. I fall over a lot....
22. This is something Angela likes to point out.
23. I enjoy writing stories and screenplays and poetry and lyrics.....
24. Some of my writing freaks them out.
25. Sometimes, it even freaks ME out.
26. I like to change subjects a lot.
27. i don't think your life should revolve around finding the perfect guy
28. I used to believe in Santa Claus.
29. It took until I was 10 to figure out that he wasn't real.
30. My dad likes to point this out.
31. My dad says I'm stupid for believing his lies.
32. I like flipping him off.
33. I call almost every adult over 21 sir or ma'am
34. Last night, someone threatened to throw a microwave at me.
35. I used to be preppy.
36. I stopped this when I hit 14, luckily.
37. I'm agnostic at the time....I have no certain religion,(though at one point i was a diehard catholic and still attend catholic mass) while I do believe that there is more to life than meets the eye.
38. I've had a past life, according to Mrs. Moulton the Buddhist.
39. I used to be cute when I was a kid.
40. When people in public pointed this out, I used to yell, "STOP LOOKING AT ME!"41. I was very embarrassing to my parents.
42. I used to have enthusiasm about things.
43. My dad stifled this enthusiasm, so now I don't get excited over the things like holidays and my cousins from Houston coming over.
44. I love candles.45. Especially the "midnight" scented one. (it smells like men's cologne)
46. I have seven piercings at the time ( not all in the ears).
47. I have a very intense fear of needles.
48. I have to get a shot in three days.
49. i miss my real mom to no real end
50. i am an asshole
51. i have problems keeping plans
52. i am afraid of guys
53. i was raped
54. my last real boyfriend almost killed me by playing beat the g/f
55. i find 53 & 54 great reasons to be afraid of guys
55. i drink
56. i pop pills
57. i can sing extremely well
58.odds are if you ask i'm not going to sing
59. i am crying right now
60. 5 people i was extremely close too all died within the past 2 yrs
61. i can also play a wide assortment of musical things
62. i'm cold all the time
63.i've gotten used to being used
64. i'm a makeout whore
65. this causes trouble
66. my family once disowned me for 3 months
67. they don't understand why i don't find this funny
68. right now i'm talking to 6 people on aim and one on the phone
69. none of them are my friends
70. i have probably 8 real friends
71. i'm okay with that
72. the scars on my arm are a painful reminder of my past
73. i cry when i watch jersey girl
74. i love to dance being held tight to a slow love song
75. i love to be held tight
76. this is hard b/c i'm still afriad of guys
77. no guy understands this and if they say they do i know their lying
78. one day i hope to conquer this fear
79. i once aspired to become nothing more than a secretary when i was younger
80. then i turned 11 and decided to become a journalist
81. i'm working on that dream
82. being published isn't no where near as exciting as you think
83. i used to think Nsync and Back Street Boys and BBmac were good bands
84. i still don't think they suck entirely
85. i *gasp* listen to country 86. i also *gasp* listen to 50's slow soft rock
87. i feel vain writing this list
88. i probably am a little vain
89. i couldn't spell my middle name until i was 5
90........i think thats all there is to say about me

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